Can't Understand

You needed a friend and seemed to have none,
You lashed out at all and anyone,
and yet I stayed

One day you were better and they came out the wood works,
You squared your shoulders and threw me away.
and yet I stayed

Feelings I could not control took over my heart,
You saw your chance to tear me apart,
and yet I stayed


Now you shower compliments on all who will listen
while only seeing me in that light in sexual passion
and yet I stayed


I thought someone hurt so bad, done so wrong,
would never inflict the same wounds on someone,
You don't care what you do, don't care how it hurts
Your ego needs stroking,
you fish for mutual admiration from those you deem worthy,
While the one who's proven worthy bleeds from wounds you inflict,
again and again, no mercy, you show,
laughter in your heart, cause you know...
I love you, and each stab deeper, you feel more a man,
While I'm slowly dying, I can't understand,

Why.....